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OPINIONMediaOctober 12, 2024

The Weekend: When did you stop listening to new music?

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Madeleine Chapman reflects on the week that was.

I will preface this newsletter by acknowledging that I have been old from the day I was born. I was born prematurely but was 10 and a half pounds. A friend once looked at a photo of me at two days old and said, “you look at least nine months old”. Ever since, I have been assumed to be older than I am.

But only in the past few years (I’m 30 now) have I felt genuinely old in the sense that I don’t know what’s going on. My partner – who is legally older but spiritually younger than me – will occasionally explain a TikTok trend, or play music that I’ve never heard but immediately enjoy. While she’s doing that, I’m finding myself inexplicably pressing play on a random Spotify playlist titled “The 2000s indie scene” and positively strutting to work in the morning.

There’s a safety in this bubble, and if I was more inclined to feel younger, I wouldn’t have Coast FM and Flava as the two most-used presets on my car radio.

But once a year, my bubble is unceremoniously burst when I’m made to read the lineup announcement for Laneway. Even with the recent shift to One Big Headliner (Charli xcx), I found myself shocked and troubled by my complete lack of recognition of virtually every other artist on the poster. I felt Old (capital O), and wondered whether I was doing myself a disservice by wilfully ignoring new artists. Beabadoobee, an artist I’d literally never heard of until Wednesday, makes music that is extremely up my alley. Why am I depriving myself of new music discovery, and when did it begin?

Growing up, I had so many older siblings that music genres and tastes were thrust upon me, namely rap, RnB, yacht rock and old pop. As a teenager, I realised there was a whole world of music that no one in my family was interested in and therefore felt bold and new: enter the 2000s indie scene. It became my fulltime job to find new music to share with my friends. I browsed music forums and went down deep Youtube rabbit holes searching for hidden gems. Bon Iver released his first album and I was all over it, having gotten hooked on a Youtube video of him doing a “MySpace session” in 2007. I collected white guys with beards who wrote sad guitar songs. Damien Rice, Ray Lamontagne and Iron & Wine were the holy trinity.

Then came the discovery of Cool Women (Florence and the Machine, Bat For Lashes etc) then more experimental pop and truly random small artists, until I was at university and reading the 2014 Laneway lineup and freaking out because it had genuinely all of my favourite artists playing in one day. Wow, I remember thinking, how impressive that they managed to get the coolest, most popular artists all in the same year. But was it really a stellar lineup or were there 30-year-olds in 2014 looking at the poster and muttering “this is all gibberish” like I was on Wednesday?

The 2014 Laneway lineup and my proud souvenir (Frightened Rabbit setlist)

I can basically pinpoint my musical curiosity cliff to getting a job. Suddenly music went from a hobby that took up a lot of time to something I needed in order to relax in small moments of free time. And in those moments, I wanted familiarity and comfort. That’s why, for the past eight years, my Spotify wrapped playlists have looked eerily similar, with a couple of new artists sprinkled in.

My relationship to music has changed. And while I don’t have a fear of irrelevance (being 55 when you were 12 really helps with that), I do miss the joy of finding a new artist to follow all on my own, or realising a new discovery has three prior albums and being overjoyed rather than filled with resignation. Maybe it’s impossible to revive that sense of discovery and the world expanding around you as a teenager and to try would only lead to disappointment. But I’m probably too young to have given up already.

Perhaps the Laneway announcements can be a guide instead of a youthful threat. I probably won’t go to the festival but I’ve saved beabadoobee’s albums to my library so that’s a start.

This week’s episode of Behind the Story (LIVE)

Chris Pryor and Miriam Smith are arguably New Zealand’s best observational documentary makers. After two award-winning feature-length documentaries (The Ground We Won and How Far is Heaven), Chris and Miriam turned their attention to the shorter form, and dived deep on home education – parents who teach their kids at home. The six-part series follows six different families approaching education in six unique ways. From a dahlia farm to a bus, to a simple living room, Home Education explores the many reasons parents choose not to send their kids to school. Chris and Miriam joined me, live from the series launch at The Spinoff offices, to discuss observational filming, the allure of conviction in beliefs and how making the show changed their own views as new parents.

Listen here, on Spotify or wherever you get your podcasts.

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Comments of the week

“I love this! In 1984 I was in the third form at Wainuiomata College and my teacher was Moana Jackson. As a class project that year, we made a short film – a sort of Jekyll and Hyde-type horror film. I was the producer. With exactly $0 budget, we shot it on location at the college but some of the filming was done at night which felt particularly grown-up. One of my favourite memories from school, thanks to an inspiring teacher.”

“How are we supposed to moon anyone if there’s some second, smaller, temporary moon? Do we need a second bum?”

“Thank you Shanti, I live on the hill above Surrey St and we were among the many self-evacuating like you in the early hours of Friday morning as water flooded through our house. We lived there in 2015 too, when I got an urgent phone call to come collect the kids from the St Clair primary school. This is the most authentic article I have read on the floods, perhaps you need to experience it. I agree the Council did a great job both preparing over the last few years and in advance of the rain and during it. Our house is damaged and we don’t quite know what will happen right now, still I have hope for my community going forward with the lovely people in your article.”

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